I had some down time today to watch some TV, which is a rarity for me. I tried watching Heavy on NetFlicks instant. Watching them binge eat to sooth feelings and be lost in the moment triggered me. I'm having the desire to eat and eat until I pop. Time for some prayers & writings!!!
Since September I've been meeting with my sponsor once a week & had started working the 12 steps again starting with step 1. I'm currently on step 4. The 1st time I worked step 4 my list of people I am upset with or have animosity towards was huge. Now that I'm closer to Christ and am living a more harmonious 12 step life my 4th step list was so small it surprised me! I'm currently praying twice a day for the people who I have any animosity or negative feelings towards. After only 4 days most of those negative feelings I had has dissipated and feelings of acceptance and compassion are building in it's wake. Living a life for Christ and continuously working the 12 step is making me a much better person. I believe I'm much easier to get along with & be around. I'm more forgiving with myself which in turn has made me more accepting and loving to everyone around me.
I'll be going to an OA meeting to get my 9 month chip Tuesday morning!!!!!!
2005 Feb- 7th annual Arizona grappling challenge Tempe AZ May- Buffman and Squeaky triathlon Lubbock TX June- Las Vegas olympic Triathlon Las Vegas NM Sept- The New Mexico marathon Alb NM Sept Enchanted Circle century Red River NM Oct Soma 70.3 Tempe AZ Dec Polar Bear triathlon WSMR NM (4 mult-sport events: 1 sprint, 2 oly, 1 half, 1 grappling tournament, 1 cycling event, 1 running event)
2006 Feb The Lost Dutchman marathon Apache Junction AZ Feb John Stermer Duathlon WSMR NM March Stealth duathlon Holloman AFB, NM April MVTC Triathlon Las Cruces NM April Atomic Man: Fat Man White Rock NM May Defined fitness Duathlon Rio Ranch NM May Ransom Canyon triathlon Lubbock NM May Jay Banson triathlon Alb NM May Buffman and Squeaky Triathlon Lubbock NM June Tumbleweed triathlon Odessa TX June Buffalo Springs Lake 70.3 Lubbock TX July Las Vegas Olympic triathlon Las Vegas NM Aug Chile Harvest triathlon Soccoro NM Aug Los Alamos Triathlon Las Alamos NM Oct Stealth duthlon Holloman AFB, NM Nov 70.3 World Championships Clearwater FA Dec Polar Bear Triathlon WSMR NMDec Tucson half Marathon Tucson AZ (16 multi-sport events: 7 sprint, 2 oly, 2 half, 5 duathlons, 1 running event)
2007 Jan Tammy Redman 5K Rio Rancho NM Jan Tammy Redman 10K Rio Rancho NM March John Stermer Duathlon WSMR NM March Stealth Duathlon Holloman AFB, NM March Sully's Super sprint triathlon Alpine TX April MVTC Triathlon Las Cruces NM April Atomic Man: Little Boy White Rock NM May Ransom Canyon triathlon Lubbock TX May Buffman and Squeaky triathlon Lubbock TX June Gallup triathlon Gallup NM July Bottomless Lakes Triathlon Roswell NM Aug Pueblo of Tesuque 5K Tesuqu NM Aug Los Alamos triathlon Las Alamos NM Sept NM half marathon Alb NM Sept Enchanted circle century Red River NM Sept Harvest Moon Long Course duathlon Auror Reservoir CO Dec Polar bear triathlon WSMR NM (12 multi-sport events, 7 sprint, 1 oly, 1 half, 3 duathlons, 4 running events, 1 cycling event)
2008 March Stealth Duathlon Holloman AFB, NM April Atomic Man Duathlon: little boy White Rock NM May Jay Benson triathlon Alb NM May Buffman and Squeaky Olympic Lubbock TXAug 5430 Long course triathlon Boulder CO Aug Los Alamos triathlon Las Alamos NMSept Enchanted Circle Century Red River NM Nov Ironman Arizona Tempe AZ Dec Polar Bear triathlon WSMR NMDec Jingle Bell triathlon WSMR NM (9 multi-sport events, 4 sprint, 1 oly, 1 half, 2 duathlons, 1 full, 1 cycling event)
2009 March Raptor duathlon Holloman AFB, NM April Wind triathlon WSMR NM April Collegiate national championships triathlon Lubbock NM April Atomicman duathlon: little boy White Rock NM May Jay Benson triathlon Alb NM June Milkman triathlon Dexter NM June Gallup triathlon Gallup NM July Santa Fe triathlon Santa Fe NM Aug Chili Harvest triathlon Soccoro NM Sept Redman half iron OKC OK Dec Polar Bear Triathlon WSMR NM Dec Jingle Bell Triathlon WSMR NM (12 multi-sport events, 9 sprint, 1 half, 2 duathlons,)
2010 Feb Presadents Day duathlon WSMR NM March Sully Super Sprint triathlon Apline TX April Wind triathlon WSMR NM April Spring Fling Triathlon Rio Rancho NM April Atomic Man duathlon White Rock NM May Jay Benson triathlon Alb NM May Dog House Sprint triathlon Lubbock TX June The Gallup triathlon Gallup NM June Chick-fil-a triathlon Amarillo TX July The Santa Fe triathlon Santa Fe NM Oct SW grappling championships Rio Rancho NM (10 multi-sport events, 8 sprint triathlons, 2 duathlons, 1 grappling tournament)
2011 Feb Presidents day duathlon WSMR NM March Sully Super Sprint triathlon Alpine TX April MVT triathlon Las Vegas NM April Holloman duathlon Holloman AFB, NM April Spring Fling triathlon Rio Rancho NM April Atomic Man duathlon: little boy White Rock NM May Jay Benson triathlon Alb NM May The Dog House Sprint triathlon Lubbock TX May Santa Fe Run Around 10K Santa FE NM June Storrie Lake triathlon Las Vegas NM Aug Oak Flats Road Race Tijeras NM Sept Elephant Man long course (half Iron) Elephant Butte NM Nov Ironman Arizona Dec The Nutcracker triathlon WSMR NM (11 multi-sport events, 5 sprint triathlons, 1 oly, 1 half, 1 Iron, 3 duathlons, 1 cycling even, 1 running event)
2012 April Mesa Valley trithlon Las Vegas NM April Spring Fling Triathlon Rio Rancho NM. April Atomic Man duathlon White Rock NM. May The Dog House triathlon Lubbock TX. Sept The Patriot triathlon Rio Rancho NM Sept The Elephant Man triathlon Elephant Butte NM Oct The Warrior off Road triathlon Albuquerque NM (7 multi-sport events, 1 Olympic distance triathlon, 4 sprint triathlons, 1 duathlon, 1 off road triathlon)
2013 Feb Missile Man duathlon White Sands Missile Range NM March-April Reebok CrossFit gamesApril Atomic Man duathlon Sept The Santa Fe triathlon